From the recording songs from the junkyard
Lyrics
dont want to..
pains my mind
to say it again
... this time... hope so..
wondering when
will I grow up
accept the way
things are
be thankful
for all the good things
in my life
this time.. hope so
offered a great job
and
that beautiful man
asked for my number
this time ,,hope so
I cant count
the disappointments
too many
I know ..I know
should be happy..
have my health
control of my mind
or do I
this time ..I hope ..
these words
been lettin me down
for a long time
why do I let myself
feel it ..
and so stupid
to say it ..to myself
not dumb enough
to voice
my dreams out loud
this time ..hope so..
never helped a thing
in my life
all the times I felt it
all the times I thought it
everytime I thought it
tears and sadness
always .. followed me
for a while
gonna kill those words
banish them
from my mind
its over for ..
this time .. hope so ..
this time ..hope so
damn I think I said it again