From the recording Couldn't Be Anything Else

Lyrics

sometimes think
have my doubts
with choices
of my past

selfish
focused on
what I want

what I do want
wish I could be there
with you

you need help
with your homework
Mom cant be everywhere
especially after her long days

should I be there?

and Mom ..missing you
mostly your voice
and the .. warm soft way
you look at me ..

nobody
looks at anybody
like that
here

here
not quite hell
but moving in that direction

and
wish I could be there with you


wish I could be there with you

and often I wonder
at the choices I made ..
am I selfish
Im doing
..doing what they programmed me to do

I like the work
and its a great opportunity
and its a great opportunity

and I feel empty
sometimes
but I can tell you
you guys wouldnt last two days here
..the excitement wears off..
it was exciting

and I know
Mom ..you could use my massage
..my special massage
..your hands must be killing you at night
and I wanna come home

and I should come home
its not a nice place I know
..but we need the money
and I know we need the money

there's a 1000 girls ready to take my place
maybe a million ..I dont know..

I miss home
and sometimes doubt
the choices I made

wish I was there
wish I was there with you

good night